A Grid of Panic, A Graph of Chaos

I Never Change, I Simply Become More Myself...

Love yourself —
when it’s fucking 2 a.m and you’re not even halfway through with your essay that was due last week.
when your mom is yelling at you because your grades are shit
when your dad comes home late smelling like booze
when your dog just died and youre the only one who took care of him
when your brothers girlfriend is cheating on him and if you tell him he’ll hate you
when you lost your best friend to someone you hate
when you think— no you wish that today was your last day,
just fucking love yourself because when every body is too busy trying to fuck up your life you’re the only person that can save you,
your life isnt some fucking john green novel, no one can save you but yourself.

Anonymous  (via moonsads)

She knocked me out. I mean it. I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That’s the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they’re not much to look at, or even if they’re sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can.

J.D. Salinger, Catcher in the Rye  (via forlornes)

I feel this way about boys tho sigh

If you can’t explain it simply, you don’t understand it well enough.

Albert Einstein   (via pitchblackglow)

I can’t believe I told u that omg

a girl and her bed on sundays are an endless love affair.

note to self. (via rainysundaysandcoffee)

the motto

Ily aziz


  • officially start of break kinda right
  • woke up and had chocolate cake and milk for breakfast solid
  • waited for my parents to leave for work before pulling off my pants, jk they’re always off at home, and turning up da music
  • last night on tumblr I found a picture that was the similar style of this other picture I saw a loong time ago and i really liked it so I drew it and pinned it up on my wall
  • so I clicked on the picture and it took me to Ana Roussel’s photostream on flickr and I found a bunch of other pictures like the original one I saw and I went crazy
  • SO this morning I took my time and drew a bunch of them while listening to music on 100% volume and singing and I was chatting akshay and catching up and I was just really happy there was a moment I teared up because I didn’t know I could be this happy so easily
  • he’s one of my best friends I’m so happy for him and for myself for doing what I want the past few days and for the few days to come
  • kkkkk so i’ll put up the drawings later heh they look so good tbh
  • okie Tal and I were supposed to get brunch but we always end up cancelling on each other frck tal <3
  • made salad for lunch with the colors of da fuckin rainbow and it was amazing and fish I love fish
  • caught up with teen wolf!!!!!! 3 hous l o l
  • did bio for like 30 minutes……..smh
  • spanish tutor then walked to nails 2000 LOL I love those ladies got my claws back
  • came home showered and dinna
  • wasted time on the computer and didn’t read much today ):
  • it okey tho
  • tomorrow will be bz af hopefully I can donate lul
  • ok bai omg 
  • more 2 come


"op didnt see it"


  • went to Barnes and Nobles 11-3:30 and it was really nice I think i’m gonna do that more often
  • it’ll be more fun when I don’t bring a bunch of work to do and I can just peruse the aisles and discover new books!!!
  • I’m gonna buy myself a moleskin the end of senior year aka start of the real world
  • parents picked me up and we went to sprouts which is so great I wish it was closer so we could go more often 
  • I mostly go for the barrels of chocolate covered things tbh
  • came home and chilled for an hour lul
  • went to Kong with sheira and maddie!!!!!!! omg
  • at 8 I went to Sunday night chats for the first time and it was actually so interesting definitely gonna try going every week
  • he’s so passionate and could literally talk for days I admire him so much <3
  • I really took that last bit to heart and I hope to act on it
  • yay for new friends!!!!!
  • hung out with chinz, ketaks, and V after and went to ashish’s house but he wasn’t home so….
  • we tracked him down and he was with sach rala and hadi and we all went to taco bell our second home (((:::
  • got home around 10:30 and the start of that group text is the start of a beautiful friendship ily guys


4/13/14 - Vanessa Hudgens + Austin Butler at the 2014 Coachella Music Festival: Day 3.

I’m so happy right now I’m crying from happiness I love everything